Happiness in Class

The Master Key Part 7

This week in MKMMA class, I experienced some circumstances I didn’t know I had manifested in my past regarding my lack of happiness. We were encouraged to keep focusing on the positive. The 7 day mental diet is a challenge and sometimes I caught myself thinking negatively. However, there were probably times I didn’t catch myself. I found Emerson’s Essay difficult to comprehend at the beginning. I’m hoping to redeem my understanding toward the end. I consider myself to be an intelligent person.

Having no opinions is easy when you are alone. I’m alone more than I’m with others so I felt ok with that. My circumstances did require me to share my perspective. It was on subjects I was more of an “expert” on. I gave up TV a long time ago and when I watched a movie recently on Netflix called “The Iron Lady”, the ending was disappointing. Margaret Thatcher, played by Meryl Streep, led a “leadership” life. However, in the end, she was alone and felt disconnected.(One of heartbreak and misery) I think some stories are better left unwritten or at least unread! Kind of wonder if she was able to look at the “gal in the glass” with honesty?

DMP Happiness

On a better note, I have been having great fun with recording my dmp, rewriting it for the “20th” time. I had to put more feelings in it. I put it to music and listen to it.The music helped me feel more so I wrote notes and created the next draft to include the feeling words. This recording is my best so far. I can actually identify with the feelings in it now.

I also record each chapter of the Master key to listen to. This week is Chapter 7. Finally, I recorded my press release to listen to. When I read it aloud, I could see areas that did not flow as well. If it is the beginning of a real book, I’m sure I’ll be revisiting each section for expand it for the final draft.

Happiness with Og

Reading the Greatest Salesman is what I’m best at doing. I hung my movie poster in my kitchen. I see it when I’m working at the kitchen counter. I talk to God about it. Today I embraced the whole story and touched each picture sharing a little about it out loud. I find great encouragement in the creation of it. The manifestation is said to come more rapidly when feelings are attached to it.

This past week, I cried a lot, with pressing circumstances in my present life. However, the hope of my purpose compels me forward. I dedicate it to the “gal in the glass,” a life greater than one of misery and heartache.

In my low point, I sat with myself as a young girl, who my press release shared, felt unloved and desired. In order to get to the root of a “jealousy” issue, I’d found an article online about why a person is jealous. It stems from a belief of “not being enough”. A self image issue, I chatted with myself as a young girl for a couple of hours in the chair I do my “sitting” in. I explained to her that she misunderstood her childhood. I told her, which took convincing, that she was loved, that her brothers and sister loved her, her dad loved her, her mom loved her and that her friends loved her. She decided to trust that I probably knew what I was talking about since I was older. She accepted my knowledge and decided she wanted to dance around because she just had to move about.

The Little Me and Happiness

As she moved her leg back and forth, she began wiggling her little body and she seemed happier. Seeing the look on my face, she told me that she was going to be alright and I shouldn’t worry about her. She is a very nurturing child by nature and wanted me to be happy. I decided that I’d not let her down and live up to what she needed to know so she felt loved even if she didn’t see it.

We are told that jealousy and other things can never bring us success. I’m on a new path and I’m carving it out as I go.